daivam apy anṛtaṁ vakti na martyā eva kevalam yad-viśrambhād ahaṁ pāpaḥ svasur nihatavāñ chiśūn
WORD BY WORD
TRANSLATION
Alas, not only human beings but sometimes even providence lies. And I am so sinful that I believed the omen of providence and killed so many of my sister’s children.
PURPORT
This verse has not purport by His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Svāmi Prabhupāda.